Exhibitionism

Walking home from school early this afternoon, I found myself on the Ateneo-Jollibee pedestrian overpass. There was no one else on the overpass (it being an disgustingly hot day) except for the usual street kid who'd ask me for loose change once I passed by. This time, however, there was something unusual about the boy sprawled on the floor of the overpass - he was too old to be one of the kids who knew me by name and who'd swarm me once they saw me walking to school; on the other hand, he was too young to be one of the thin, tattooed young men who manned the illegal parking operation underneath the overpass. No, this boy was around twelve to fourteen years old, and he didn't even glance at me as I was approaching his position on the overpass.

As I passed him, I managed to steal a glance at him to see if he was one of the familiar faces I see roaming Katipunan. At that very exact moment (all without looking at me) he whipped out his dick and started jacking off. I was stunned speechless and I don't know why.

I saw the same kid later that day as I was walking home from my last class; this time he was sitting on the street in front of Red Ribbon and Max's just watching people go by. As I passed by I noticed that he kept looking at his groin through the leg of his shorts every now and then.

I am effing disturbed.

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After a couple of beers and a wonderful game of poker (I think I'm actually getting good at this) outside World Topps, JC, his high school classmate Ross, and I suddenly decided to head to Makati. After all, it was Ladies' Night and just one day after Valentine's - hell, there might be no girls our age out that night, but there might be some hot, approachable yuppies around (shit, ang desperado na namin no). We passed by a few bars, and almost all of them were effing empty (except for Saguijo, Kapatid was set to play tonight, kaso pangit yung crowd); hell, I've never seen Ponti that empty. Just bad timing, we concluded, and set off for Mr. Kebab for some good food. Bawi na lang sa Friday and Saturday. Hehe.

Arena (known to self and others) idealistic, knowledgeable, loving, sentimental	Blind Spot (known only to others) bold, clever, complex, extroverted, logical, nervous, observant, organised, powerful, quiet, reflective, religious, self-assertive, sensible, silly, spontaneous, trustworthy, witty
Façade (known only to self) intelligent, self-conscious	Unknown (known to nobody) able, accepting, adaptable, brave, calm, caring, cheerful, confident, dependable, dignified, energetic, friendly, giving, happy, helpful, independent, ingenious, introverted, kind, mature, modest, patient, proud, relaxed, responsive, searching, shy, sympathetic, tense, warm, wise

Dominant Traits

60% of people agree that jonat! is sentimental

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