3.15.2006

Dismay

I really prepared to study for my Dev Eco long test this morning.

I got thirteen hours of sleep the previous night, ordered my cramming drink - a quad hazelnut white chocolate mocha, non-fat no whipped (and my piss ended up smelling like coffee; okay I shouldn't have said that) - and prepared a kick-ass playlist on iTunes so I could study the whole night. I think you'd agree that I was all-set for a night of cramming, right?

The test was at seven-thirty, so I decided to sacrifice my night's sleep to study for the test. I finished studying around ten minutes before five (after browsing through the study material four times, I should add) and was stuck with a dilemma: I could study for another hour, or I could take an hour-long nap and wake up at six to fix up for the test. I ended up doing the latter, figuring that it would do me good to take the test kind of recharged.

I set my alarm and snuggled up into my usual fetal sleeping position, and ended up falling asleep in twenty-or-so minutes.

I WOKE UP AT SEVEN-FUCKING-FIFTEEN. As usual, I ended up unconsciously putting off my primitive alarm clock (which didn't have a snooze function, obviously) and going back to sleep. I brushed my teeth, splashed water on my face, jumped into the first outfit I could get my hands on (which, it turns out, was the one I wore to my only class yesterday), and ran the half-kilometer to school. I got there just before the bell rang.

So there, I sat down, panting but pretty ready, or so I assumed. The test was an objective essay type, if I could call it that, with four questions at twenty-five points each. I breezed through the first three questions, but got stuck at the last one with barely five minutes to go before the bell rang. I just wrote a load of incoherent bullshit to at least write something.

Argh. I needed to ace this test to get a B+ for my final grade, since I fucked up the first one. And to think this is one of the easiest subjects I'm ever going to take. Why can't I excel in school anymore? I hate it. I really do.

Okay, I'm ranting. Sorry.

That's it.

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